cold..
Today was "ok" nothin more...i slippined in the hall and into a puddle outside...i've decided that i am no longer sharing any feelings that i have in somethin/about someone with anyone b/c everytime i tell someone what i feel they blow up or i get yelled @/hurt, but i will most likely just tell sam and aly how i feel b/c they wont blow it up. I miss before...but i cant dwell in the past. and sam what you told me today in the journal made me cry...it was the sweetest thing ever..i love you and aly you r both always there when no one else is the only tru people i can depend on and know that they would do anything for me to be happy..even though im not. I wish i treated ya'll like u treat me. And thanx for the warmth sam when no one else would give me a sweater or body heat when i was freezing.
*So long and good-night...*
*i never thought it would hurt...*
*i'll smile and remember it all...then turn and go on*
*You wouldnt know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat*
*and my scars remind me that the past is real*
*i think sometimes you forget where the heart is*
*So long and good-night...*
*i never thought it would hurt...*
*i'll smile and remember it all...then turn and go on*
*You wouldnt know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat*
*and my scars remind me that the past is real*
*i think sometimes you forget where the heart is*