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SO i have had a lot on my mind lately. i love josiah with all of my heart, but for some reason i have been doubting us lately. its hard when he i such a big part of my life, but we will just have to see what happens. i find myself getting frustrated all of the time, and i know its because i have soo much stress on me. One place it seems like i am always happy is work. the environment is always soo positve and uplifting considering that i work at a sports bar. my little brother has been getting into a lot of trouble lately, and i guess today he got caught drinking at school or something. he is getting mixed with the wrong crowd and it scares me. well keep me in your prayers. all the love.