Ah.
Remember, in highschool, when i used to freak out about anything and everything. To the point of making myself sick. Yeah, those were the days.. I've long since past that and i've moved on, and realized that life really isn't worth all the worrying. However, I've been stressed out quite a bit. I guess i really hadn't much noticed it because i've done so well with making sure I have my life under control. But- i've been kinda sick the past couple of days, and people have been asking me if i'm stressed out. The more i think about it, i totally am.
I'm getting worried about going back to school.
- about being able to have the money that i need to pay for the things that need to be paid for.
- that I'm taking the right classes and I'm setting myself up to graduate in the proper time frame.
- that I'm going to see Mike as often as I can, without getting too upset about the time we have to spend apart. p.s I'm going to hate football season. Our team better not suck as huge as they did last year to make up for that.
I guess I've been telling myself that things are working themselves out, and i'm doing what I can do deal with each of the things as they come up. I've saved up as much money as i could this summer. I haven't been wasteful in my spending and I've figured out a budget as well as i could have with what i know right now.
I've looked into my classes, and except for the books i need to save up some money for (and sell back, for being a complete and utter retard)
-- thats all pretty locked away until it comes time to figure out my spring semester.
I've got plans for my apartment that Kari and I have been talking about for months, and now that we've figured out our move in date (Sunday, August 17th for those wondering) I can finally be excited about those plans.
We're going to paint. And for those of you who have an apartment who think painting it is a waste of time - Don't bother telling me not to do it. As long as it gets painted back, we're allowed to paint it. For those of you who know me well, you know that i'm very attached to being at home.. I feel like painting my apartment will give it a lot more of a "homey" feel. I think it will make me feel less homesick if i feel like it's my home, and it's where i'm supposed to be. I've been saying for weeks now that i can't wait to get back to school, but i've been there twice, trying to pack things up since summer started, and it felt so weird being there. As much as i'm totally not getting along with my mom this summer, I missed her, and i missed being at home, and having dinner made for me..
I can't believe the summer is practically over.. Seriously, what happened to the last two months? I need a rewind.
I'm getting worried about going back to school.
- about being able to have the money that i need to pay for the things that need to be paid for.
- that I'm taking the right classes and I'm setting myself up to graduate in the proper time frame.
- that I'm going to see Mike as often as I can, without getting too upset about the time we have to spend apart. p.s I'm going to hate football season. Our team better not suck as huge as they did last year to make up for that.
I guess I've been telling myself that things are working themselves out, and i'm doing what I can do deal with each of the things as they come up. I've saved up as much money as i could this summer. I haven't been wasteful in my spending and I've figured out a budget as well as i could have with what i know right now.
I've looked into my classes, and except for the books i need to save up some money for (and sell back, for being a complete and utter retard)
-- thats all pretty locked away until it comes time to figure out my spring semester.
I've got plans for my apartment that Kari and I have been talking about for months, and now that we've figured out our move in date (Sunday, August 17th for those wondering) I can finally be excited about those plans.
We're going to paint. And for those of you who have an apartment who think painting it is a waste of time - Don't bother telling me not to do it. As long as it gets painted back, we're allowed to paint it. For those of you who know me well, you know that i'm very attached to being at home.. I feel like painting my apartment will give it a lot more of a "homey" feel. I think it will make me feel less homesick if i feel like it's my home, and it's where i'm supposed to be. I've been saying for weeks now that i can't wait to get back to school, but i've been there twice, trying to pack things up since summer started, and it felt so weird being there. As much as i'm totally not getting along with my mom this summer, I missed her, and i missed being at home, and having dinner made for me..
I can't believe the summer is practically over.. Seriously, what happened to the last two months? I need a rewind.