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its funny how last weekend, when i was throwing up my insides, i felt better than i feel now.
im a fighter, i stay strong and once in a while, i might crack a smile.
im sick of lies, im sick of fakes, im sick of backstabbers, im sick of being sensitive, im sick of flakes, im sick of school, im sick of trying hard, im sick of this fake smile, im sick of users, im sick of abusers, im sick of myself, im sick of the sky not being able to make up its mind, im sick of the cold, then sick of the heat, im sick of not feeling beautiful, im sick of the thoughts to return to my bad habits, im sick of drugs, im sick of sobriety, im sick of my dad not trusting me, im sick of my sister making me feel like shit, im sick of my other sister not caring, im sick of my mother being non-existent, im sick of wanting, im sick of needing, im sick of always having to mend peoples problems, im sick of people, im sick of soceity, im sick of always feeling rejected, im sick of always having to be tough, i cant take it, im sick of myself, im sick of being fat, im sick of what soceity portrays as "beauty," im sick im not wanting to be me, im sick of posers, im sick of alcoholics, im sick of people who try and fuck up my life, im sick of being daring, im sick of taking chances, im sick of being too cautious, im sick of always being scared, im sick of myself, im sick of addiction, im sick of having nothing to live for, im sick of low immune systems, im sick of myself, im sick of being short, im sick of myself, im sick of not believing in myself, im sick of myself, im sick of myself, im sick of myself.
i m s i c k o f i t a l l .
im a fighter, i stay strong and once in a while, i might crack a smile.
im sick of lies, im sick of fakes, im sick of backstabbers, im sick of being sensitive, im sick of flakes, im sick of school, im sick of trying hard, im sick of this fake smile, im sick of users, im sick of abusers, im sick of myself, im sick of the sky not being able to make up its mind, im sick of the cold, then sick of the heat, im sick of not feeling beautiful, im sick of the thoughts to return to my bad habits, im sick of drugs, im sick of sobriety, im sick of my dad not trusting me, im sick of my sister making me feel like shit, im sick of my other sister not caring, im sick of my mother being non-existent, im sick of wanting, im sick of needing, im sick of always having to mend peoples problems, im sick of people, im sick of soceity, im sick of always feeling rejected, im sick of always having to be tough, i cant take it, im sick of myself, im sick of being fat, im sick of what soceity portrays as "beauty," im sick im not wanting to be me, im sick of posers, im sick of alcoholics, im sick of people who try and fuck up my life, im sick of being daring, im sick of taking chances, im sick of being too cautious, im sick of always being scared, im sick of myself, im sick of addiction, im sick of having nothing to live for, im sick of low immune systems, im sick of myself, im sick of being short, im sick of myself, im sick of not believing in myself, im sick of myself, im sick of myself, im sick of myself.
i m s i c k o f i t a l l .