Jan 23, 2007 17:32
i love how my last entry was all happy and i couldnt of been happier with that boy. but less then a month after that entry it was over and i still cant take it. i promised myself i wouldnt cry anymore but i cant help it. seeing him at school makes it harder, actually talking to him is even more hard but i just cant stop. it sucks to sit there and be all upset about it and then see him walk by like he could care less. uggh. then his damn mixed signals, i wish i knew what he wanted. man ohh man.
maybe moving wont be such a bad idea. i know i shouldnt run away from my problems but it seems like it will be the only thing to make me feel better.
i'm pathetic.
oh and ps. i love my best friend! lets transfer schools together! haha :)
& when all is said and done, and the smoke clears,
i'm still the one standing here picking up the pieces of my heart that you decided to break..