Nov 06, 2006 23:13
i'm finally truely happy with something that i have, but i cant help thinking of the worst. everything seems to end so badly for me i tend to prepare myself for it because sooner or later im gonna end up hurt. im trying soo hard to stay happy cus truthfully i have nothing to worry about... things are good, i just think too much.
i miss my friends soo much! i cant wait till thanksgiving & to see all of them again.
schools school... im doing alright i guess. kara and i have decided to drop out and become magazine models (because we arent graceful enough to walk on the runway) in paris. we are gonna be sweeet! hahah
oh man.. im going to bed.
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