Cadet Ball
3/24/2007 12:08 AM
Today was perhaps one of the best days of my life. Ryan’s mom picked me up around 4:20-4:30 and brought me to the high school (of course I was fretting over the fact that she might forget about me). When I got there, I found Sam and a few of my other friends, and than Ryan. He gave me a yellow rose and baby’s breath. Inside was a little card that said, “Beauty is in the eye of the Beholder, and that’s why I won’t look away from you.” He never did, unless he was acting like an careless idiot. God I love him.
The bus ride there was alright, except for one kid (I’m not mentioning names) making a rude remark about gay people…I wanted to smack him.
We got there and had to wait a bit until we were seated. We went through a series of ceremonies and toasts, and then finally we got to eat. I don’t think I’ve ever been that…proper in my life oO;. Of course, Ryan is stubborn and wouldn’t let me carry my own plate -__-.
Since he’s a senior, the seniors got the first dance, so I got to slow dance with him. The night unraveled after that. Hell, I can’t put it all in words. It was the most fun I ever had.
Of course, my night went downhill (I can’t have a great day without something happening). During the course of the evening I noticed one of Ryan’s ex-girlfriends being all depressed, and I asked Sam and she told me why. Basically she’s jealous that I have Ryan and she still loves him. Well, I’ve been dealing with shit for weeks, and it just exploded inside. I walked out, than came back to the guys head banging to Nirvana. I went up to Rachel and walked out with her, and just as we left the main room, Aerosmith’s “I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing” played. I just broke down. I had Rachel and Autumn all trying to calm me down and Rachel went after Ryan.
Of course, he was in the hall trying to calm me as his ex stalked off by us…I’ve never wanted to punch a girl that much before. He got me calm and brought me back out to the dance floor and we danced to our song, with him singing to me.
I know I should let her bother me, but I’m just so use to something or someone trying to break me away from the one thing that makes me happy. I know I won’t loose Ryan cause he’s German and very persistent and stubborn. It still just pisses me off and one of these days I’m going to deck someone…
So remember how I said the bus ride down was alright. Remember the kid who made the gay comment? Well he was acting like a child and bitching because Ryan took his balloon away (mind you, Ryan is Master Sergeant and of higher status), well, the kid wouldn’t shut up and I was already annoyed. So quiet little me (to half the school who knows me) told him off with a “Shut the fuck up.” One of the kids near us was like “Don’t you dare call her names because that’s his girl,” and pointed to Ryan.
So yeah…plus my boobs almost fell out, and on the bus ride down my strap came undone and all the guys just happened to look over at that time…-_-.
Even with all the little bad things, I still had a good time. Why, I was with the guy I loved (and it was the first dance I’ve been to with a guy).
Of course…I found out that on July 12th Ryan is leaving for Basic Training…that so happens to be our 5 months (insert sigh here) oh well, I’ve dealt with long distance before.
That’s all for now. I’m going to edit some pictures that I’m posting on MySpace of Cadet Ball and off to bed!
12:24 AM
Below are some pictures from Cadet Ball =)
Today was perhaps one of the best days of my life. Ryan’s mom picked me up around 4:20-4:30 and brought me to the high school (of course I was fretting over the fact that she might forget about me). When I got there, I found Sam and a few of my other friends, and than Ryan. He gave me a yellow rose and baby’s breath. Inside was a little card that said, “Beauty is in the eye of the Beholder, and that’s why I won’t look away from you.” He never did, unless he was acting like an careless idiot. God I love him.
The bus ride there was alright, except for one kid (I’m not mentioning names) making a rude remark about gay people…I wanted to smack him.
We got there and had to wait a bit until we were seated. We went through a series of ceremonies and toasts, and then finally we got to eat. I don’t think I’ve ever been that…proper in my life oO;. Of course, Ryan is stubborn and wouldn’t let me carry my own plate -__-.
Since he’s a senior, the seniors got the first dance, so I got to slow dance with him. The night unraveled after that. Hell, I can’t put it all in words. It was the most fun I ever had.
Of course, my night went downhill (I can’t have a great day without something happening). During the course of the evening I noticed one of Ryan’s ex-girlfriends being all depressed, and I asked Sam and she told me why. Basically she’s jealous that I have Ryan and she still loves him. Well, I’ve been dealing with shit for weeks, and it just exploded inside. I walked out, than came back to the guys head banging to Nirvana. I went up to Rachel and walked out with her, and just as we left the main room, Aerosmith’s “I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing” played. I just broke down. I had Rachel and Autumn all trying to calm me down and Rachel went after Ryan.
Of course, he was in the hall trying to calm me as his ex stalked off by us…I’ve never wanted to punch a girl that much before. He got me calm and brought me back out to the dance floor and we danced to our song, with him singing to me.
I know I should let her bother me, but I’m just so use to something or someone trying to break me away from the one thing that makes me happy. I know I won’t loose Ryan cause he’s German and very persistent and stubborn. It still just pisses me off and one of these days I’m going to deck someone…
So remember how I said the bus ride down was alright. Remember the kid who made the gay comment? Well he was acting like a child and bitching because Ryan took his balloon away (mind you, Ryan is Master Sergeant and of higher status), well, the kid wouldn’t shut up and I was already annoyed. So quiet little me (to half the school who knows me) told him off with a “Shut the fuck up.” One of the kids near us was like “Don’t you dare call her names because that’s his girl,” and pointed to Ryan.
So yeah…plus my boobs almost fell out, and on the bus ride down my strap came undone and all the guys just happened to look over at that time…-_-.
Even with all the little bad things, I still had a good time. Why, I was with the guy I loved (and it was the first dance I’ve been to with a guy).
Of course…I found out that on July 12th Ryan is leaving for Basic Training…that so happens to be our 5 months (insert sigh here) oh well, I’ve dealt with long distance before.
That’s all for now. I’m going to edit some pictures that I’m posting on MySpace of Cadet Ball and off to bed!
12:24 AM
Below are some pictures from Cadet Ball =)