Apr 13, 2005 22:13
Man it's been a while since I last updated. I have a boyfriend now ^^ Met him in Saco, but sadly he had to move to Michigan, but we're still dating. {A lot of my friend's say its hard, not for me it isn't really...lol okay maybe it is >> at times} Anyways, yeah I have a boyfriend now, though along with that comes jealousy :S Not the best mix if you ask me.
Sadly, I found out the same week of Valentine's day that my best friend Tael was killed in a car accident. He was really close to me. It hard to explain, but all my guy friend's can't fill in the role of being a big brother like he did. God I'll miss him. A lot of songs remind me of him. I cried today due to them; in which I haven't cried since I found out from his sister he was gone. Yume had to pull the guilt trip, which totally pissed me off, saying how she never got to tell Tale this, or tell Tael that. God I hated her for that, still kinda do, after the shit she's been pulling with Kyle.
Something else that happened was my bf Rob found out his Uncle dead the same week I found out Tael died. They just recently found his body on the 7th I think. The funeral was on my birthday, the 9th. So yeah, you can tell this year has been hell for the both of us. Of course there's been more then just that.
Hmm, what else has happened lately. Erm not really sure, other then I'm doing good in School {Surprisingly}.
Anyways today was pretty much a good day. At school we had this concert with many songs {Almost all I heard} performed by the Navy Band. I'm telling you the governments trying to corrupt the minds of our generation! OO!
Anyways, I was sitting up next to Lauren, Connie, Adrianna, and Leesa {Mike didn't want to move from where he was so Holly couldn't sit with me ~.~ I refuse to sit with Hope >
Other then that the day was blah. Tomorrow I have to climb a rope latter and I'm afraid of heights TT
This week isn't the best for me Xx; I had a bad dream a few nights ago that had me in tears when I woke up. It involved death, Rob and Tael. Those three equal bad for me Xx *sighs*
Thankfully next week is my Spring Break, thank god. I need time off from school. Time for more drawing ^^! And listening to music =3 I might be going to the movies with Holly or possibly bowling o.o
This Saturday I might be going to Adrianna's Birthday party. If not I'll give her and Ellie's gifts to them friday. {Adrianna's birthday was the 11th, she was going to have her party the 9th, but that's when my b-day was. Ellie's is the 16th, but she isn't having a part due to the fact two days later she's going to Florida. Lucky girl ~~ I miss Tina! TT}
Well I'm off. Going to go play Sims till 11, since Rob's not home Xx;