you think too much and you take yourself too seriously

[xoruglm]

exit head and extract from ass to harvest goat-cheese for the next meal
check it in reverse against the model for rigor's sake
for best results, dunk head in water. repeat.

it flows through me like a river
in one ear and out the other
not an orifice goes unutilized.

won’t shrink. won’t reduce.
the pit lodged in the putty
swallowed in the dead of night

you can step back all you like
it will remain visible
an unblinking, reflecting eye
until you digest the thing.

it was just something that happened to you
that’s how you escaped
you never let it turn symbol.

no obligation
no conversation
no strings attached
just a show for your pleasure
gratis

(you feed me with your eyes)

what can i do to turn you
what can i do to prove myself
grab you by the lapels and scream
“i want nothing”

“don’t apologize.
“you don’t have permission.”

the erosion of the holy

with armor made of eyes