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Standing alone
All alone in the darkness
My heart stops in fear
At my own weakness
I feel alone
All alone in the darkness
I call out to the dark
But all I hear is nothingness
My mind is spinning
I cannot think
I don't know what to do
I'm on the brink
Nothing is the same anymore
Everything is different
I don't know what to say anymore
...
Nothing is the same
I feel lost. I have a friend, only, we're growing apart. Just like my last friends. Is this going to happen to me all my life!? Am I always going to be left behind as others change around me?! Why am I the only one who seems to see? Or is that just me? I try to brush it off, but I never know anymore. No one to turn to. No one that I feel that I can connect with. I am "really" close to no one. And it makes me wonder, is there something that people just don't like about me? am I too abrasive? to corse? I don't know. I just want to start over.
and I'm scared...
and i don't know why.
All alone in the darkness
My heart stops in fear
At my own weakness
I feel alone
All alone in the darkness
I call out to the dark
But all I hear is nothingness
My mind is spinning
I cannot think
I don't know what to do
I'm on the brink
Nothing is the same anymore
Everything is different
I don't know what to say anymore
...
Nothing is the same
I feel lost. I have a friend, only, we're growing apart. Just like my last friends. Is this going to happen to me all my life!? Am I always going to be left behind as others change around me?! Why am I the only one who seems to see? Or is that just me? I try to brush it off, but I never know anymore. No one to turn to. No one that I feel that I can connect with. I am "really" close to no one. And it makes me wonder, is there something that people just don't like about me? am I too abrasive? to corse? I don't know. I just want to start over.
and I'm scared...
and i don't know why.