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so lately its kinda hit hard knowing that chris isnt there any more.. and i was thinking about when we got our 5 hour and the girl that sat smack in the middle of me and dq and chris and alex with the light up pen and how it was pich black when we were watching a movie and then all of a suddon she uses her pen and it lights up the whole room hahaha the look on chris' face was priceless and we joked about that pen the whole time and it made it go by so much quicker.. i dont know even though i dont know him like every one else does its just little things like that that make me relise how much of an awesome kid he really was...and its almost a month now and for some reason its hit me harder then it has these past few weeks and i dont know why but i just keep reminding my self about every one else and how they must feel being so close to him and i dont know i guess im just writing to get it all out but im going to go to bed because im sick and tired..
C.C.C <3
C.C.C <3