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Yeah well its finally thanksgiving time wo 4 day weekend or so i thought i have basketball practice every frikken day... i thought that this year was going to be fun like varsity and all but like it blows i have no life some days i litteraly go to school go to basketball do school work eat and then fall asleep and do it all again the next day it blows ALOT -- and we got our schedules and stuff and i have no christmas break because i have basketball every day except christmas eve and christmas litteraly. i cant do anything anymore i have no time to schedule things like doctor apointments and stuff and i just cant wait untill 6.00 practices start... wo and then i was looking foward to the whole volleyball dinner in the city but i have a scrimmage that day im not going to it but i know im going to get crap for it but screw it because i could honestly care less. I just need time to chill out everything is getting so overwelming and i just cant take it anymore - and i dont even have that time anymore because its all just so gay and now since work started my whole saturdays are consumed of backetball from 8 in the morning to 8 at night - and uh its just to much... and i know im complaining alot and i should just suck it up and deal with it but i dont know to me its so not worth all this -- basketball was fun but then i think i overkilled it in the past year-- i love it and all but to much of it can just kill me i was thinking about quiting but i cant because i love the team and every one on it and we have a good time and plus what else do i have to do with myself haha but yeah i dont know i hate shukin because shes a lez and can go kill herslef -- she yelled at kate the other day because her grandma was in the hospital and had surgery that didnt go well and kate asked if she could leave ahalf an hour early and shuk fliped a shit and thats when i waslike oh god here we go and its not like shes doing this because she knows how good we can be because were not good haha im not going to lie were not going any where this year and its not worth all the effort .. Phew now thats all off my chest and im done so PEACE haha