Re: I keep saying this to different people...xordinarymachinJune 7 2007, 04:19:46 UTC
Yeah I know but it's not to lose weight. It's a stupid fucking coping mechanism that sometimes I have a hard time trying to shake. It took me away today, but that doesn't mean it will take me tonight or tomorrow.
Re: I keep saying this to different people...igosmJune 7 2007, 11:13:05 UTC
Coping mechanism. I stand by my earlier comments (telling your doctor how you really feel) Does it give you control over your life? My eating disorder is binge (no purge) So while we are alike in a lot of ways, (I'm older and way way way heavier) the psychology is different. I eat (a whole container of chips for example) when I feel incomplete in some way, frustrated in someway, or angry or board. Unfortunately being full does drug the emotion some. I'm actually doing better right now than I had been, I found some new foods I can have so I am having them (my diet is confusing) and overall I am feeling closer to eating in an abstinent way
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man, stop it! seriously, enough. its been too many years, and you've come too far cara. Its not fucking worth it. for what? thin is not that special, anyone can be thin. Its fucking boring, to tell you the truth, and clishe' and passe' and cowardly. You're obviously hiding behind it, and your ed is obviously still somewhat in control of you so get control of yourself cara, cmon. I like you too.
it's not about being thin... you should know this out of anyone... it was just a stupid decision i made because of how i was feeling and i can accept it and move on. i obviously have a lot more work to do.
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If you eat it you should keep it. That way you keep your teeth and you life. I like you so take care.
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