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[xorawkxstarxo]

i want to change. i feel like all i've done is hurt people these past few weeks and nobody deserves that. but i guess i can't change who i naturally am. i don't want to be a fucking lie to myself. and put on an act of who i'm not.

tonight, has sucked, and i want to fucking crawl in a hole and die. i NEVER meant for this too happen and i'm so fucking sorry, you have no idea.