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Hmmm well I'm extremely bored and procrastinating so it's as good a time as any to start updating again.
Where to even begin.. I've posted so little that I have barely anyone on my flist that posts anymore. I still read my friends list on a daily basis but I realized that if I'm reading them and never posting, I feel sort of stalker-ish.
Last year at work I felt like I did nothing and really unimportant, but this year so far is absolutely insane. I feel like I have a million things to do and the second I walk through the door I feel swamped. I must say though I'd rather be too busy than not busy at all. I'm doing Torch Club this year which I'm kind of excited about, I usually work with younger kids around ages 3-7 but this program is for kids ages 9-13.
So David and I are kind of... I don't really know. We're together but not. It may seem weired/unhealthy blah blah blah but it's working for both of us right now so whatever. He moves this weekend, I'm pretty excited because we've gone from living togehter alone to having pretty much ZERO alone time. I'm mostly excited for the brand new memory foam bed. Things are a lot different now than they used to be, I haven't decidecd if it's 100% for the better, but it's pretty close. When we first got together we were sixteen so things were too passionate, everything was super intense which made the highs really high, but the lows unbearable. THen we went through pretty much everything a relationship could go through... went downhill and broke up... but now things feel totally different. It's weird because he's so much him still but at the same time completely different. I know the saying people don't change but he's gotten his shit together so much it's impressive. I dont know with everything that's happened I'm jaded enough that i"m not going to get my hopes up, but we'll see how things go.
I need a costume idea for halloween... it's dollar drinks at the dome halloween night this year. I suck at this.
If I was feeling more ambitious I'd post pics since it's been so long, but maybe tomorrow.
Where to even begin.. I've posted so little that I have barely anyone on my flist that posts anymore. I still read my friends list on a daily basis but I realized that if I'm reading them and never posting, I feel sort of stalker-ish.
Last year at work I felt like I did nothing and really unimportant, but this year so far is absolutely insane. I feel like I have a million things to do and the second I walk through the door I feel swamped. I must say though I'd rather be too busy than not busy at all. I'm doing Torch Club this year which I'm kind of excited about, I usually work with younger kids around ages 3-7 but this program is for kids ages 9-13.
So David and I are kind of... I don't really know. We're together but not. It may seem weired/unhealthy blah blah blah but it's working for both of us right now so whatever. He moves this weekend, I'm pretty excited because we've gone from living togehter alone to having pretty much ZERO alone time. I'm mostly excited for the brand new memory foam bed. Things are a lot different now than they used to be, I haven't decidecd if it's 100% for the better, but it's pretty close. When we first got together we were sixteen so things were too passionate, everything was super intense which made the highs really high, but the lows unbearable. THen we went through pretty much everything a relationship could go through... went downhill and broke up... but now things feel totally different. It's weird because he's so much him still but at the same time completely different. I know the saying people don't change but he's gotten his shit together so much it's impressive. I dont know with everything that's happened I'm jaded enough that i"m not going to get my hopes up, but we'll see how things go.
I need a costume idea for halloween... it's dollar drinks at the dome halloween night this year. I suck at this.
If I was feeling more ambitious I'd post pics since it's been so long, but maybe tomorrow.