why..
honestly why cant i find that special some1 for me.. i always find perfect guys that i could be happy wit but something is always in the way from me being happy.. when am i going to find somebody that feels the same way bac towards me.. i thought i found a guy that i could be happy wit.. i still know i could be happy wit him but he doesnt feel the same way bac.. then i found another guy.. but he has some1 all ready.. so like normal im all alone again.. i jus feel like cryin to let everything ive been holding inside of me.. no one really understands how i feel for once.. i feel like i cant tell this to any1 anymore.. except one person n i think he is tired if hearing my same old bullshit.. i feel like i have no1 but myself.. im jus tired of feeling like this.. :(