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So i havent written in this for a while. Nothing really happening in my life at the moment. The first half of this year is finally over and one more semester until we r seniors !! So far this year i would love to change a few things but then i would keep many things. First im goin to start off by sayin i am doin SO much better in my grades and school work. I can finally say that my parents are proud of me for a change. Another thing i wouldnt change is my dancing. Im so into it this year and ive gotten closer wit a lot of the girls that share that wit me. ive become really good friends wit two girls that i love to death. Amber Parks and Samantha Dalmas. There 2 girls are always there for me to talk to n always make me smile whenever im done. They help me with everything which i would b lost without them. Amber Parks- im goin to miss you wit ALL my heart. this thursday is goin to b soo tough on me. Danm man its real u r leaving : (. i want u to kno that im always goin to b here for u no matter wat. n i expect many fone calls from you tellin me bout them bitches at Hillcrest. lol. i love you Amber < 3 !!
So this upcomin semester i want to change somethings.. Ive noticed that i miss my best friend. we were so close for a couple of years and it suddenly hit me that u r gone. Like i know i can still come to u whenver but its not the same. u were in my life 24/7 n now im lucky if i even see u twice a month. Honestly i really miss you and sometimes i think bout all those times we've hung out, all those times we've laughed by making front of each other and those times ive come to u crying about my love life and you comin to me with ur problems. ive noticed that i dont have that 1 person that i can run to when something excited has happened or that one person that i need advice from. It sucks because no1 can replace you. You are a great person and a great best friend and honestly all i want is that friendship bak.
So lately things have been kinda bothering me n i thought i would jus let that out. I miss certain people in my life that i had close relationships wit thats just different now. u guys know who u r.. all i want to say is that i still love you guys wit all my heart and im ALWAYS goin to b here for u guys no matter wat !
. SB. AB. CS. CB . < 333 always n forever