Dec 06, 2004 15:05
Today i was so stressed out that it literally made me sick. i didnt eat at lunch i just broke down and Petey was the only one who made me feel better. All day people were askin me wats wrong wats wrong why you look so sad?? And dammit i just had to say long story. because it is. All you need to know is that Paul's parents tried to split us up at the rink on saturday and they threw a hissy fit at both of us. So now i cant even talk to him while hes at work or he could lose his job if he hasnt already.... and to make it even worse hes on COMPLETE restiction. i dont even know if he can stay at the library after school. so yea i feel like the only person who loves me enough to stand up againt his parents and tell them they dont want to break up with me is gone forever and ill never get him back. i know thats not true but thats just how i feel. i cried almost all day. and then i found out today that someone is mad at me because i didnt tell them i had a bf. Even though i did. anyone that knows me knows i have a bf. He just never pays attention. At least thats wat Petey says. So yea i think today was pretty bad. And now that i had to retype and rethink about all of this i feel sick again. I better go.
BYE