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[xopunky]

i think ive had it, every little things makes me go crazy ive been crying for the past 15 minutes and i duno whats rong with me no1 is answering thier phones and i feel pathetic. i hate loving someone who obviously dont want me anymore or onli for one thing, cuz if they did they wud of asked me back out by now. i guess he found sum1 else he basically picked her over me tonight. not for nothing but i gave up so much for this kid, i almost ruined everything i had with a formor boyfreind for lying to him and hiding shit from him, friends cuz i stick up for him through everything even when i know hes wrong, almost lost my job for flipping out cuz of him crying behind the service desk like a complete moron.

i am a complete moron. i hate myself. i never meant that more then i do right now.

have a nice one// fuk you

lauren