Aug 03, 2005 01:53
AGH!! i dont know what to do... i cant take this anymore... why? why? why?!!! :( he did it on purpose just to hurt me! and guess what... it worked... i said id be strong, i could handle it right?!? HAH!!! 2 years later and it still hurts! i just wanna get over it! i cant take this anymore...
i wanna be home and in bed in my pjs... i feel like im in some kinda bubble right now and nothing around me matters.
what the fuck! its not fair...
i hate this feeling that i have in my stomach, maybe i should go for a run or something... i have to do something!!