Reality Check
So i was reading caits journal and realized that she got a reality check, and that made me realize that... I dont understand how things can be great one moment and the next day everything falls down again i realized ive made a lot of bad choices in my life and i realized that i miss all my friends and it makes me sad i wish i had friends like i used to i miss all of my great friends and sometimes it feels like who do i have to trust and talk to it has to be the worst feeling I dont know who to trust who to count on who to be nice to who hates me who likes me whose my true friend who can i call up to cry to ...its weird I seemed to fuck my life over and i dont even know how thats done i hate being sad all the time and i hate these terrible moods i hate missing things and i hate doing stuid things I miss you... Rachelle, Sam, Trish, Jon, Kristen, Amy, Chelsea, Kyle, Danielle Caitlin, SOnja, Shana, Trevor, Kyle I hate these days that it feels like i have no one to talk to..