even when your hope is gone, just move along move along.. just to make it through
i think that i have grown more in the past few days then i have in my entire life.
the things and life lessons that ive obtained are beyond description, but here goes..
first and foremost, ive learned to realize that ive made mistakes.
ive neglected the people who mean the most to me. my friends.
and for that i am guilty.. no one should EVER come between you and your best friends.
something i should have learned a long time ago, because theyre NOT always going to be there for you
theyre NOT always going to just be there waiting for you to realize your mistakes
but they will be there though to tell you youve made them, and im thankful for that.
and unfortunatly by the time you realize those things, its too late.
so to my friends, i am sorry, truely, i never meant to damage the relationships that are most important to me.
i hope that you can forgive me, becuase i love you girls, your the best <3
all i can do is hope that they can accept my apology and give it time..
secondly ive learned that its okay to hurt..
as cliche as it it.. its really been something ive discovered
you DONT have to be happy all the time, its okay to feel pain and its okay to be sad sometimes.
your allowed to be jealous, and its theres NOT something wrong with you if you still find yourself thinking about him
or if you accedentally dial his number again, because its been the only number youve dial in how long..
"it was love, its supposed to hurt" but with that ive also learned something else
as hard as it is, ive learned to art of growing, and moving on..
it doesnt mean scowering your room for everything that reminds you of him so you can rid youself of them.
and it doesnt mean burning the pictures and throwing out the gifts.
its about accepting that that person was a part of you for however long
and its okay.. theyre allowed to be a part of your past...
but thats just it, theyre a part of your past, so realize that and embrace it.
and then move along..
and i hope that you can understand, and grow just as i have
stop the petty jealousy attempts, its okay for you to move on
im encouraging you to, just as i hope to..
the online awaymessage battles, im through
you dont have to tell me shes calling you.. or that your hanging out with her.
its okay.... i know you are, and its okay...your allowed to..
you can move along, just as i am..
and i hope to one day smile at you, and be able to call you my friend.
im excited to discover who i am, or who i want to be.
im starting a new school year with a new outlook on life.
you dont have to be bitter, its okay to smile and say "i hope your happy"
its okay to see him with his new girfriend and say hello, wish them the best of luck
becuase wouldnt you want him to do the same?
and im not going to be who everyone else wants me to be
if they dont like me, for whatever reason, then so be it.
just move along..
so for the most part, ive become a better person, i have little regrets
and throughout it all, ive matured and ive learned to appriciate the people in your life that care about you.. becuase those are the people you should surround yourself by.....to those ive hurt, i apologize, from the bottom of my heart.
im sorry, and i hope that youll give me the time to really explain it to you.
for the rest of you, id like to introduce you to the new me
new life... because afterall, life is wonderful, at least thats what ive been told.
the things and life lessons that ive obtained are beyond description, but here goes..
first and foremost, ive learned to realize that ive made mistakes.
ive neglected the people who mean the most to me. my friends.
and for that i am guilty.. no one should EVER come between you and your best friends.
something i should have learned a long time ago, because theyre NOT always going to be there for you
theyre NOT always going to just be there waiting for you to realize your mistakes
but they will be there though to tell you youve made them, and im thankful for that.
and unfortunatly by the time you realize those things, its too late.
so to my friends, i am sorry, truely, i never meant to damage the relationships that are most important to me.
i hope that you can forgive me, becuase i love you girls, your the best <3
all i can do is hope that they can accept my apology and give it time..
secondly ive learned that its okay to hurt..
as cliche as it it.. its really been something ive discovered
you DONT have to be happy all the time, its okay to feel pain and its okay to be sad sometimes.
your allowed to be jealous, and its theres NOT something wrong with you if you still find yourself thinking about him
or if you accedentally dial his number again, because its been the only number youve dial in how long..
"it was love, its supposed to hurt" but with that ive also learned something else
as hard as it is, ive learned to art of growing, and moving on..
it doesnt mean scowering your room for everything that reminds you of him so you can rid youself of them.
and it doesnt mean burning the pictures and throwing out the gifts.
its about accepting that that person was a part of you for however long
and its okay.. theyre allowed to be a part of your past...
but thats just it, theyre a part of your past, so realize that and embrace it.
and then move along..
and i hope that you can understand, and grow just as i have
stop the petty jealousy attempts, its okay for you to move on
im encouraging you to, just as i hope to..
the online awaymessage battles, im through
you dont have to tell me shes calling you.. or that your hanging out with her.
its okay.... i know you are, and its okay...your allowed to..
you can move along, just as i am..
and i hope to one day smile at you, and be able to call you my friend.
im excited to discover who i am, or who i want to be.
im starting a new school year with a new outlook on life.
you dont have to be bitter, its okay to smile and say "i hope your happy"
its okay to see him with his new girfriend and say hello, wish them the best of luck
becuase wouldnt you want him to do the same?
and im not going to be who everyone else wants me to be
if they dont like me, for whatever reason, then so be it.
just move along..
so for the most part, ive become a better person, i have little regrets
and throughout it all, ive matured and ive learned to appriciate the people in your life that care about you.. becuase those are the people you should surround yourself by.....to those ive hurt, i apologize, from the bottom of my heart.
im sorry, and i hope that youll give me the time to really explain it to you.
for the rest of you, id like to introduce you to the new me
new life... because afterall, life is wonderful, at least thats what ive been told.