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i honestly have no words for how im feeling right now. i dont even know what to say. i feel so replaced, and not good enough for you. i tried to be happy with it cuz you were happy but i can't take it any longer. we havent seen each other in weeks. i'd ask you to hang out but i know your busy. im glad you guys help each other out and you're feeling better, i honestly am. but i need some cheering up too. and things with me are just getting worse, you know what im going through. and you say your here for me, but i dont know that you are. i dont want to make you feel bad and im not mad just feeling rejected and replaced. you know i still love you and im still here for you. and i honestly am glad you guys are helping each other out, but i need help too. the friends ive seen or talked with recently dont know whats going on with me so right now. your the only on who knows everything. im sorry you had to hear it like this. but i couldnt hold it in any longer. i just want you to know how im feeling, i dont want you to feel bad cuz i know you will. i just want you to know how i feel and probably justin too. im your friend and im being honest with you. i love you and im sorry!