what this cant happen to me

Oct 25, 2004 11:05


had work today 12-6 it was okay..richie was working next to me so i had sum1 which was good..ally worked too..got to take a 15 w. her..ya came home n went to party city to get a costume they didnt have nething so i went to that new place by applebees..got a devil costume and accesories 60 bucks!! ya im dumb but i could always wear it again..

ya i just went downstairs to get a drink and i hear my mom and dad fighting in the basement so im sitting on top of the basement steps listening and something up..i dont no what..but my dad said something about going to conneticut..n my mom was saying stuff like u cant even name 5 friends of ur daughter and sons..and how my dad never spends ne time home..n my mom hasnt slept upstairs in bed w. him in months..n he wanted to kno what was going on..so im sitting there hysterically crying b,c i dont want to be like everyone else..and i dont no if there talking about divorice but they cant..withought my dad i cant afford this house or college..im already working 7 days a week and barely make money..my mom has a part time job n makes shit n i have college next yr..my parents cant get a divorce they just cant..there so happy..its not like them at all..i never see them fight ever or yell n there always so happy..i dont get it..my dad kept saying what to u want its ur choice..and my mom wasnt answering i think if they ever got a divorce id kill my self or something..so ya as they were talking i came downstairs n jsut laid on the couch so they would stop talking about everything..my dad told me he was taking my car for a few days up north and id get it back thursday..ya then he told me to go upstairs..i want to go back and listen but if they catch me im going to be bitched out..ya i dont no whats going on..anyone that knows my parents kno this is far from like them..i made an appointment for the physic at cool beans for me n my mom n grandma for thursday..im goign to ask her..and i just have to find out alot of shit.,.but im going back to listen...
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