"we lost what it takes to really make it feel"
i feel as if i have hit my lowest point in a really long time. i dont know what to do. everything blows up in my face. i am not a good student, a good worker, or a good friend. i've ruined absolutely everything good that has come way. i dont believe in anything anymore, not god, not love, not even myself. granted i havent believed in god in a very long time, but still. i am devoid of any feelings now. and i can't even pretend to care. and no one can help me. only i can. and it sucks because i know i have to fix this myself, but i dont know how to. i dont think my friends even want me around anymore. i cant help but feel like i'm a burden to everyone. i want to stop this all. what do you do when you realize you've reached the bottom?