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i am really upset tonight.
one of my best friends sent me an email the other day sayign that i am too awkward to hang out with and that its something that we both need to discuss. i feel as if it is her, and ever since she owed me seven hundred dollers. and now i get that e mail when i had sent her an e mail about how she gave me her word that i'd get at least half of the money back before surgery. hand have i? no i havent recieved anything.
she said that she could send me 50 bucks every two weeks. a portion of her paycheque. working parttime.
she continues to say how she is crushed. well no shit. how the hell do you think i feel?
not to mention i've been off on recovery for almost three days now and i havent gotten a word from her.
that and only one visitor for two hours.
some people i bend over backwards for and i have gotten nothign for. it makes me so sick.
if i've ever said it and ment it before i'll recomfirm my beliefs again... i hate people.
the people who you'd expect to be there for you first end up being there for you last. it makes me sick.
one of my best friends sent me an email the other day sayign that i am too awkward to hang out with and that its something that we both need to discuss. i feel as if it is her, and ever since she owed me seven hundred dollers. and now i get that e mail when i had sent her an e mail about how she gave me her word that i'd get at least half of the money back before surgery. hand have i? no i havent recieved anything.
she said that she could send me 50 bucks every two weeks. a portion of her paycheque. working parttime.
she continues to say how she is crushed. well no shit. how the hell do you think i feel?
not to mention i've been off on recovery for almost three days now and i havent gotten a word from her.
that and only one visitor for two hours.
some people i bend over backwards for and i have gotten nothign for. it makes me so sick.
if i've ever said it and ment it before i'll recomfirm my beliefs again... i hate people.
the people who you'd expect to be there for you first end up being there for you last. it makes me sick.