Jul 10, 2005 01:00
Alright.. my weekend?.. Wonderful and a blast! Matt is so wonderful! He took me to the movies, dinner and the park the first day. Old fashioned date then today... wow. He had this pinic planned at the beach! It was so cute! I loved it! And the good thing? Hes starting to call more. So hopefully we make more dates soon. He amazes me everyday. And not to meantion the more I start to like him. Im way to scared to say I love you to him. Should I just wait for him to say it?
Then I talked to Liz. My name for her of course. Yeah she used to be on the sqaud but she had to leave for awhile. I was so happy to talk to her and see her. (she knew me and Dylan. She was one of Dylans best friends) SO I met her at the dot and apparently she didnt wanna stay because there was alot of people was there The kid that was there raped her, then she got on the whole Dean thing. I wished she didnt talk about the word Rape so much. Then after that I went home, went on my date with Matt<3 then came home and went to bed. I love being with him. Last night I was such alittle kid, I woke up from a dream From Liz talking about Dean and everything so I had like a real bad flash back. Like what I felt then.. I felt all over again. When I woke up I screamed then I started to cry so much and Dylan came in. God I didnt wanna tell him what I dreamt about.. I felt so embrassed too.
Ok Liberty.. seriously need to chill out. Especially on the whole Barbie thing. Cause you dont even have the privilge to call me that. AND what you have to understand is that I had a real serious relationship with Spinner. So it was kinda hard for me to hear that. Besides.. I have MATT now. How I hope you and Spinner do get together but hon.. seriously becareful..
But im gonna go to bed try to or something. Bye hons!
xoPaige