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Ok, time to let this out......
Well, I am tired of keeping this a "secret", so now I think it's time to let it out.
First off the ONLY reason I have kept this hidden for so long and from so many people is because of the neggativity I know it's going to bring on from people who will not understand. I do not and I will not take negative comments....so if you have anything bad to say about this I really don't care. Just keep it to yourself and leave me the fuck alone.
Ok, here it goes. ny day now I am expecting a 2nd baby girl. Yep, that's right I am pregnant again.
I am due with my 2nd daughter on Jan 22. but she could actually come any day now due to my body not handling pregnacy right. I have been to the hospital two diffrent occasions for steroid shots to develop her lunds in cade she is born early. They are actually thinking that she may decide to join this world right around or a few days after Christmas. Maybe she'll ne a New Years baby!
But ok, I have kept this hidden for many reasons. First the main one is I don;t feel like getting nagativity from people who don't know anything. Yes, I am young and yes I do already have one daughter (and that daughter means the absolute world to me)....but you guys don't know my situation.
This baby was not planned. I was on birth control this time and still got pregnant back in April with an ex boyfriend. We are not together right now, but honestly I have learned from the past that you don't have to be with the father to be able to take care of your child. I am not with Cade's dad and I have done perfectly fine rasing her by myself, althought he is in her life now which is great...but I still could do it all alone and be fine.
Yes, I am only 20 with 2 kids...but I think if I was not meant to have these children then I never would of been able to conceive.
Think badly of me if you want, but that will only show how shallow and immature you are. Children are a blessing. And I am lucky to be blessed with 2 daughters.
Cadence is my everything and so will be the new baby. I cannot wait until she is here and Cade is a big sister. It's going to be great. I am going to be the best mommy that these 2 little girls could ever ask for. You all don't even realize how much love and dedication I have right now to Cade. I do anything and everything for her. I will be the same way with this baby.
I am pretty sure that I am naming this new one Brooklyn Reese Bailey.
So ok, if you want to talk your shit and say "damn she's a hoe" or anything even close to that then like I said don't even bother talking to me ever again. I cannot change the fact that I am pregnant and honestly I don't think I would. Like I said I feel blessed to have children....look at all the people out there who can't.
For example the other day I was at the grocery store and this girl who was around my age was talking to Cade. She then asked me what her name was. I said "Cadence" and the poor girl started crying. I didn't know what was going on until she looked at me and said..."Im sorry, but I was pregnat with a lil girl and lost her at 6 months and now I can't have kids again. I had the name Cadence picked out." See that makes me grateful that I can have kids even if they do come un-expected! I felt so sorry for that girl and just wanted to hug her.
But if you want to be supportive and still be friends with me then that is great. I need all the friends/support I can get. I am thankful for the few sincer people that are actually left in this world.
I am a mommy. My life has changed dramatically in the past 3 years and I actually wouldn't change it for anything. I have lost many friends but I have gained a few true ones that I never want to give up. I'd rahter have one best friend then 38609844 "friends".
Well, that pretty much ends this post.....so yeah if you are gonna run your mouth get over it, you wanna be here for me...THANK YOU!
Well, I am tired of keeping this a "secret", so now I think it's time to let it out.
First off the ONLY reason I have kept this hidden for so long and from so many people is because of the neggativity I know it's going to bring on from people who will not understand. I do not and I will not take negative comments....so if you have anything bad to say about this I really don't care. Just keep it to yourself and leave me the fuck alone.
Ok, here it goes. ny day now I am expecting a 2nd baby girl. Yep, that's right I am pregnant again.
I am due with my 2nd daughter on Jan 22. but she could actually come any day now due to my body not handling pregnacy right. I have been to the hospital two diffrent occasions for steroid shots to develop her lunds in cade she is born early. They are actually thinking that she may decide to join this world right around or a few days after Christmas. Maybe she'll ne a New Years baby!
But ok, I have kept this hidden for many reasons. First the main one is I don;t feel like getting nagativity from people who don't know anything. Yes, I am young and yes I do already have one daughter (and that daughter means the absolute world to me)....but you guys don't know my situation.
This baby was not planned. I was on birth control this time and still got pregnant back in April with an ex boyfriend. We are not together right now, but honestly I have learned from the past that you don't have to be with the father to be able to take care of your child. I am not with Cade's dad and I have done perfectly fine rasing her by myself, althought he is in her life now which is great...but I still could do it all alone and be fine.
Yes, I am only 20 with 2 kids...but I think if I was not meant to have these children then I never would of been able to conceive.
Think badly of me if you want, but that will only show how shallow and immature you are. Children are a blessing. And I am lucky to be blessed with 2 daughters.
Cadence is my everything and so will be the new baby. I cannot wait until she is here and Cade is a big sister. It's going to be great. I am going to be the best mommy that these 2 little girls could ever ask for. You all don't even realize how much love and dedication I have right now to Cade. I do anything and everything for her. I will be the same way with this baby.
I am pretty sure that I am naming this new one Brooklyn Reese Bailey.
So ok, if you want to talk your shit and say "damn she's a hoe" or anything even close to that then like I said don't even bother talking to me ever again. I cannot change the fact that I am pregnant and honestly I don't think I would. Like I said I feel blessed to have children....look at all the people out there who can't.
For example the other day I was at the grocery store and this girl who was around my age was talking to Cade. She then asked me what her name was. I said "Cadence" and the poor girl started crying. I didn't know what was going on until she looked at me and said..."Im sorry, but I was pregnat with a lil girl and lost her at 6 months and now I can't have kids again. I had the name Cadence picked out." See that makes me grateful that I can have kids even if they do come un-expected! I felt so sorry for that girl and just wanted to hug her.
But if you want to be supportive and still be friends with me then that is great. I need all the friends/support I can get. I am thankful for the few sincer people that are actually left in this world.
I am a mommy. My life has changed dramatically in the past 3 years and I actually wouldn't change it for anything. I have lost many friends but I have gained a few true ones that I never want to give up. I'd rahter have one best friend then 38609844 "friends".
Well, that pretty much ends this post.....so yeah if you are gonna run your mouth get over it, you wanna be here for me...THANK YOU!