Jun 13, 2005 22:03
God damn. I miss Ohio so freaking much. It's all I've been thinking about. I can't get it off my mind. I wish we never would of moved. It was the biggest mistake. I can't take this counrty shit. I'm offically a "city" girl. I need the city life. It's what I learned to adapte to. I just miss having everything right within reach. All the food places, malls, concert venues, campus, just everything. But most of all I miss Biff. It's driving me INSANE not being with her every single day how it used to be. I miss my fuckign car. I hate whoever has it now. I hope they wreck it just so they can't drive it anymore. Yeah, that may sound immature but I really don't care. It was my 1st car and would still be my car if my fucking asshole of an ex step dad wasn't a prick. I hate him soo much.
Ugghhh....anyway. I'm in a bitching mood.
Josh is still in Texas. I didn't realize how big of a state it really was. He's on his way to Washington now though. I kinda miss the jerk.
I'm going to lunch with his sister tomarrow. It's well needed.
I found something out yesterday and it's been driving me nuts. I'm soo messed up in the head right now.
Yeah... I'm going to bed.