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It's 12:10 am. I should be in bed. Am I? No. I'm up eating breadsticks becuase I am weird. I'm not even really hungry. I'm just eating. Anyone else do stupid shit like this?
So here is my day.....
Got up at 8 am. Fed Cadence. Played with her. Put her down for a nap around 11. Started cleaning the house/doing lot's of laundry. She woke up at 1:30. Had Bobby come watch her so I could shower/get ready. Mom came home at 3. Mom, Cade, & I went to 3 diffrent grocery stores because we're retarded and can't do all our shopping at just one. We went to Pe Kings (which was fucking awesome). Stopped and rented a movie. Came home. Got Cade in bed at 10:00. Watched our movie. And now I'm on here.
Ok, like today has been such a strange day. Everything that possibly could reminded me of/brought up Josh Baldridge. First it was at Food City. Mom and I were getting pop when mom picked up a 6 pack of Ale 8 and was like "You want some?". I hate that stuff, but it was Josh's favorite soda. So that made me think of him. Then we were at Pe Kings when these two guys walked in and this one guy I looked identical to Josh. Same hair color, heigt, body..everything. It was so weird how much he looked like him. I kept starring at him. When he 1st walked through the door I was in shock. I thought Josh was walking in, then I realized it wasn't him and I'll never see him again. Then on our way home we go to the video store and the lady was like "Well you need to pay a late charge". Well I couldn't remember what movie I needed to pay on so I asked and she said Friday Night Lights. I was almost in tears when I heard her say that. That was the last movie Josh and I ever watched together and here at my house. We rented that movie one night and never took it back till like 4 days later and I had totally forgot about it.
It's like I can't get him out of my mind what so ever. I am seriously about to go crazzzzy.
Anyway, I think I just wathced the best movie I have seen in a long time. We rented White Noise. I thought it was gonna be one of those stupid "supposed to be scary but really wouldnt make a 3 year old flinch" type of movies. Boy was I wrong. It's not that it was exactly piss your pants scary but the whole story line was amazing. It's a really good thriller movie and I would deffinatly reccomend it to watch!
Oh yeah my Biffer's called me tonight so that makes my day go alot better. I love her so much. <3
That Katie Smith girl is really nice. We got to talking yesterday and she was awesome. She's gonna be my clubbing buddy. LoL. I just read her journal tho and read bout her granny whos not doing so well....so I'm gonna be praying for her. I for one sure know how it feels to lose someone.
Ok, I feel like I'm going to puke. See ya.