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My face is burnt. I laid in the tanning bed for 40 minutes yesterday. Yeah, I probably am baking my insides..but guess what I don't really care!
I'm excited for Friday. Mom promised to watch Cadence and let me drive the truck and do anything I want. I don't have any plans yet but I know it sure will be good to get out of this damn house.
My lil baby keeps saying "mom-mom". It's so cute. She says it the most when she's cranky tho and wants me to hold her. I think it won't be too much longer and she'll be walking. She already pulls her self up on everything and trys to walk if you hold her hands. I stood her right in front of me yesterday a few times and let go and she stodd there unsupported for like a minute each time. I'm so proud of my lil fat butt. :-)
So I totally wasn't expecting this but anyway mom comes in here on Monday and hands me something..a letter....from who? Fucking Jason! He was goingon telling me how sorry he was and talking to Biff was a mistake and telling me how much he loves me and Cadence. Well sorry buddy but I already let you fuck up my life one. I have Biff back now and Im not doing anything to mess up that again!!
I've been thinking about Josh so so so much latley. It's killing me. I'm gonna go Friday and visit his grave. It's the only thing that will make me feel better.
Cadence is playing with a credit card right now...haha I'm starting her out early!
For the past 2 1/2 months I've only drank Diet. Dr. Pepper and I've been eating things that are good for me. I'm proud of myself. I've lost a few pounds. Now if only I got get motivated enough to use our home gym and I'll be alirght. LoL. Josh Ferrell told me if I needed a work out buddy that we'd go to Highlands or the college and he'd be my person trainter haha..I think I might do that.
I haven't bought a new bikini yet. I need to do that.
My new lil putbull is the best. I finally named her... Riley. She's a lil mean ass already. :-)
Umm yeah.... I think that's all for now.