May 29, 2006 21:57
well hi guys.
right now i`m not in the best of moods. i knew that last week was too good to last or to be true. so i don`t even know why he even acted like he liked me. if he never would have acted like he liked me a little bit then it wouldn`t be like this right now. wow i hate boys seriously. thats why i never even try with them. cuz when i do, look what happends. so whatver i suppose....
the only thing that pisses me off is that i think it actually might have worked but people had to keep talking about it and he probably got annoyed cuz i know i would if i was him. but idk. i`ll say that i don`t even care but i know i do. especially when i call him still like a fucking idiot. it`s just making me look stupid for me to keep calling him cuz he OBVIOUSLY doesn`t like me. hmmm. but i just call him when i`m drunk. but i guess you do shit like that when you are drunk. oh well. shit happends.
but i guess "i`m really cool but i would be really attached." i guess it`s kinda true but that just sounds bad. let me say i fall fast for boys. way too fast. thats why most of the time i don`t even act like i like them. cuz once i do, look. it gets you nowhere.
well i`m still happy i got my girls. i love you guys to death i don`t know where i`d be without you. you girls know who you are.
oh ya & summertime is FINALLY here =)
oh i love summer.
this summer is going to be awsome i can already tell. i love all my friends <3