The Musical Entries Part 4
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I find myself missing Kate Dana more and more. As far as I saw it, she was my mother who truly understood me. Same family structure, same temperament, same passions, same motivations, same desire to help. I miss her, when I felt things were in a downward spiral she often was my spring board. She was my confidant, she was one of my best friends, and in so many ways I failed her. Ever since she passed away, there has been this void, this missing part of my life that I cant explain. I've said I visited her grave to people; mainly her family to show them If I can do it then they can too...In all honesty, I haven't. I can't bring myself to visit it. I still cant believe it and it terrifys me, it still hasn't really sunk it. I hate growing up, I hate losing people, I hate seeing everyone fight, I hate seeing people destroy everything what we have fought so hard to create.