Live Simply. Be Happy.

Aug 02, 2013 21:30



The Party Never Stops.

I'm slowly becoming more and more terrified of leaving the safety of my home.
To be honest.
I don't wanna leave.
I don't wanna grow up.
Their just isn't enough time.
Never enough time.
It's times like this when i really miss Christine. Regardless of how she acted or treated our relationship.
She was amazing.
She was beautiful and.....just the best.
Whats sad, is i know she hasn't put much thought into me at all but that's how things go.
My family hasn't acknowledged the fact that I'm leaving also.
They don't want me to go and I don't want to leave them.
So we just haven't really thought or really talked about it, well other than a few things here and there.
But there is this slow brewing cloud over everyone's head and you can feel it slowly creeping in.
I'm just scared.
I need my friends to visit me while I'm up at college or i wont survive.

Wish You Were Here.
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