The Pressure
So, the only class i need to finish is this math class.
Once i finish I officially graduate.
I wasn't too worried and that will more than likely be the death of me.
I lost a lot of motivation, i mean! come on, i got accepted into another college and i only have one more class.
It's summer, last thing i wanna do is work.
I just want to enjoy the time i have now.
"Yuck" I disgust myself.
Math revolting, makes me wanna scream at the top of my lungs.
All i need is a D to get my degree, the D isn't my goal, at least it shouldn't be.
I can't sit here and try for a D its cutting it way to close to a F.
My goal is a C or better but sadly i.....i just cant do it...i got a 72 on my first test and a 50! on my second test.
I though i did well on the second test, turns out i got confused with a few things.
It all looks the same to me.
And to make matters worse, i took my third test today and i felt like i did bad on that one.
In fact i know i did bad.
I think i got a 49-55 on the third test.
I'm miserable, this class is miserable, this whole fuckin subject is miserable.
The worst is, i have this unrelenting pressure to do well with this class but i just cant seem to find the motivation!
For the life of me!
I just cant find it.
Hmm.
I might not have the motivation.
But i ain't giving up without a fuckin FIGHT!
Once i finish I officially graduate.
I wasn't too worried and that will more than likely be the death of me.
I lost a lot of motivation, i mean! come on, i got accepted into another college and i only have one more class.
It's summer, last thing i wanna do is work.
I just want to enjoy the time i have now.
"Yuck" I disgust myself.
Math revolting, makes me wanna scream at the top of my lungs.
All i need is a D to get my degree, the D isn't my goal, at least it shouldn't be.
I can't sit here and try for a D its cutting it way to close to a F.
My goal is a C or better but sadly i.....i just cant do it...i got a 72 on my first test and a 50! on my second test.
I though i did well on the second test, turns out i got confused with a few things.
It all looks the same to me.
And to make matters worse, i took my third test today and i felt like i did bad on that one.
In fact i know i did bad.
I think i got a 49-55 on the third test.
I'm miserable, this class is miserable, this whole fuckin subject is miserable.
The worst is, i have this unrelenting pressure to do well with this class but i just cant seem to find the motivation!
For the life of me!
I just cant find it.
Hmm.
I might not have the motivation.
But i ain't giving up without a fuckin FIGHT!