May 28, 2013 21:22
Work kicked my ass.
Really stressful but it's great.
Hard to explain i guess because it's dangerous and you always have to be alert.
Directing traffic is difficult but when you throw the commons into the mix then things becoming incredibly dangerous.
I have a love hate relationship with the job "its part time"
It's a lot of work.
First and second day i ended up having dreams about it that night.
The dreams were stressful and i was always worried.
It really take's a lot out of me.
Driving to the commons for work is a bit annoying.
I really dislike Monroe.
1: My ex lives there and idk, whenever im near it. This feeling comes of sorrow. "I wonder"
2: Everyone there sucks, there all rich snobs or stupid pricks. "Commons reinforced it / meeting people who lived there also say the same thing"
3: The town is just filled with sorrow and nothing but greed, it has this sense of lost meaning. Like there was this great potential for something good but it was corrupt.
The people there are just self absorbed animals.
It reminds me of the mount & Albany "both colleges", which it ironic in so many different ways.
Im taking a summer class and im worried about it.
I really need to pass this and i think i have a okay grasp on the material but im still incredibly scared.
Well not scared.
Im just unsure of the situation.
I know this is going to sound silly.
But league of legends is actually pissing me the fuck off.
I just want to get into silver.
Thats it.
On a odd note, my sisters saw Charlotte the other day.
They said she was with someone, i asked if she seemed happy and they didn't know. "If She Is, Then Good For Her, She Deserves It"
Guess that explains her disappearance again a few months ago.
I do...wonder.