it only hurts when i breathe....
so im REALLIE homesick...like ridiculously homesick...
and you wanna know something interesting..
Sometimes ill be walkin down the hall at school or sittin in a class, and ill hear someone say something and their voice sounds like someone i know in cali...or ill see someone walkin and from the back of their head, the side of their face..or maybe just a REALLY far off glance they look like someone i knew...or maybe even just someone i had seen around Irvington but never talked to. Or ill be walkin down the street to my school and ill look into the windows and a teacher from really far off looks almost familiar......and i love those moments.... because in those little glimpses of a second, i forget that im NOT in cali anymore, i forget that im in waukegan high school..... and i feel like im back at home..... and its that little glimpse of a second that completes me...
....today i was walking around the school and i just kept closing my eyes, and imagining it the way irvington was.... the pick up spot..i closed my eyes to see the horse shoe....the hallways...the chior room... the p.e Locker room.... etc etc
it felt nice being able to imagine that kinda stuff...
.....the good news....
IM GOING TO CALI FOR CHRISTMAS!!! TICKETS BOUGHT AND ILL BE OUT THERE FOR LIKE ALMOST A MONTH!! haha woot woot!
and you wanna know something interesting..
Sometimes ill be walkin down the hall at school or sittin in a class, and ill hear someone say something and their voice sounds like someone i know in cali...or ill see someone walkin and from the back of their head, the side of their face..or maybe just a REALLY far off glance they look like someone i knew...or maybe even just someone i had seen around Irvington but never talked to. Or ill be walkin down the street to my school and ill look into the windows and a teacher from really far off looks almost familiar......and i love those moments.... because in those little glimpses of a second, i forget that im NOT in cali anymore, i forget that im in waukegan high school..... and i feel like im back at home..... and its that little glimpse of a second that completes me...
....today i was walking around the school and i just kept closing my eyes, and imagining it the way irvington was.... the pick up spot..i closed my eyes to see the horse shoe....the hallways...the chior room... the p.e Locker room.... etc etc
it felt nice being able to imagine that kinda stuff...
.....the good news....
IM GOING TO CALI FOR CHRISTMAS!!! TICKETS BOUGHT AND ILL BE OUT THERE FOR LIKE ALMOST A MONTH!! haha woot woot!