Feb 11, 2005 22:21
JUST A BUNCH OF THOUGHTS.....MAY NOT MAKE SENSE TO ANYONE BUT ME...>>>
i can feel it happening already....
but the strangepart is ..i dunno what i feel happening
i duno if i feel u fading or coming back..........i dun understand anything
why am i still not satisfied?!?!
I thought u were better than that!!
i WAS a good person....u thru it away because of other people over something i couldnt even help! its not fair...WHY?!
Maybe if u werent such a jerk this wouldnt have happened
IM SORRY people care about me?! what am i suppose to do?!
...............dont talk to me like that!
im sorry that i wasted your "time"....yes i hurt u so much with ur "Time"....wth is that supopse to mean anyways..so i was just a waste of time! THANKS ALOT JERK!
..what was i suppose to say?! everything inside of me wanted to scream "please try one more time!!".......but i knew u wanted furthest from.......so i just lied..............
i only wanted to make u happy...........
its soo funny...everytime u described the perfect girl u practically spelled out my name.....
i was the perfect girl for you...everything u wanted........and still i wasnt enough...
............i dunno how to let go
.......now watch me pretend....
dont worry i wont tell....i wont say a word....