Mar 02, 2007 19:47
i've had a lot of time to think today.. and i have that weird dropping feeling in my stomach.. I'm searching my mind for what is bringing on this feeling, but i'm not really sure.. what's weird is, I can't figure out if it's the good kind of stomach drop, or the kind that I get when something bad has happened.. Seeing as, to my knowledge, everything is going well, I think it is just because I am so incredibly blessed right now.
i seriously do not even know where to start.. there isn't any specific point that would be better for me to start at than another.. i guess lets start with how my spring break begins a week from today, and i am so excited. i'm going to florida with alex, lizzie, jeff, and maybe mac&shannon.. not sure about those last two, though. I'm looking forward to laying out on the beach with some fresh squeezed orange juice and seafood. yum. work is going really really well, i'm making pretty good money there. classes are going well. things with the roommate are great as usual. and things with alex are better than i ever could have asked for. i'm realizing lately just how important he is to me, and how much faith that I really do have in our relationship. as long as i keep God first, and keep praying.. everything will be fine. I know that with all of my heart.
one downfall right now.. i miss my other friends. the ones at home, and the ones from home that are off at college.. i miss them so much. my family too, though. i have not been home since christmas break.. which, in my opinion, is way too long.
i'm about to very bluntly cut this off.. gotta go!