another night at work
last night I went to work, expecting for it to be a normal night. With normal I mean, I expected to see the same old faces, endure the same old conversations and laugh at the same old jokes. The machines would be working half of the time as usual and we'd be walking around complaining.
Everything was different the moment I stepped on the train because neither of my two loving work partners (mayra and Tahir) were on the train. I was a bit muffed cause that meant walking for 20 minutes alone (after the train arrived) in an industrial area at 10 pm at night. In front of me sat a short stubby little man who gave me a nice smile, or so I thought. For the 10 minutes the train took to get to my station he kept that smile, kept the gaze on me and kept moving his legs towards me. After a while that smile didn't look so nice, it sorta reminded me of a pedofiles smile in a movie I saw.
I figured my colleagues were late and went to change money (so I'd have coins for the automats at work) and started my long hideous walk. It took me 10 minutes, because I had such a good rythm. I arrived 30 minutes to early so I got changed and sat in the smokers lounge waiting for my coworkers and for time to pass. No coworkers arrived. I was a bit pissed. Why did they have to be sick both of them on the same day. I went to punch in and start work when Mayra arrived.
The first thing we find out is that the machines are down. And that 2 of the team ahead of us are working late, it ended up being 3, working in on our shift. One of them was a guy named Mario who'd had training at the same time as I did and we'd innocently talked about girlfriends, boyfriends and things like that. Little did I know where his intentions were going.
Mario and I stood talking almost instantly upon arrival, it's weird really because we didn't talk that much when we were training together, just a bit and already then it was obvious he was a horny fuck looking for a screw...
So upon arrival to work, we almost instantly started talking and almost instantly got into sex. It was first innocent and just filled with curious questions. When, where, who and things like that. Have you and how many....
I guess it took me as shock at first how openly he talked but then I realized hey he's a guy damnit.
Mayra was feeling ill, no she was having menstrual pain from hell and she was being such a bitch so when she said she'd be going home I said good riddens, no I didn't but I was a bit pleased because she was bugging the hell out of us.
After she left it was easier for me and Mario to talk, considering no one was hovering around me looking for sympathy, so we got into all sorts of weird questions. He'd been working his 8 hours already and were working the 8 hours I was so I'll give him some credit for being so tired and that's where the weird questions came from but only some.
He asked me to give him a handjob, at work. It was hylerious just being asked but it sparked up alot of stupid feelings. I started thinking about Dong, and what he was doing and how I missed him because he was a sexual man but he never made me feel cheap. I also got guilty feelings for only talking about sex with another guy, which made me mad because I don't want to be that attached to Dong! and I was completely fine with us fucking others when I left him, so why is the thought so hard for em now? Then I get pissed at Mario, because just because I talk sex with someone doesn't instantly mean I wanna fuck them and he was assuming that. He was a bit annoyed that he was living at home with his parents so he couldn't drag me home after work. Humph like I woulda, and when I said I wouldn't he thought I was scared but I just didn't want to blurt out to him that he wsan't all that attractive. It was nice feeling wanted though.
When we quit I got a ride home from one of the other workers there, and I only accepted because he was married, well turns out his marriage is on hte rocks and he was giving me the eye. Gah. I'm going crazy. I hate it being nice because people always assume so I start understanding why I've been a bitch all my life!
Side note. Now I'm horny and I hate Mario for that because I found out I'm pretty simple after all. If I want a guy and if he wants me I'll do him no questions about it. Just look at Dong, and then there's this one guy at work if he asked me to do him then and there with audience I would. Yummie! But if I don't want someone, and I've acctually found this even consists the people I find attractive but just don't wanna fuck, I just wont damnit. No matter how horny I am. But I never tell them. I always push the subject to new levels and never really make them realize they're doomed until they get tired of the games. The only person who's been able to sidestep this mess is Christian and we all know what a msitake that was...
Everything was different the moment I stepped on the train because neither of my two loving work partners (mayra and Tahir) were on the train. I was a bit muffed cause that meant walking for 20 minutes alone (after the train arrived) in an industrial area at 10 pm at night. In front of me sat a short stubby little man who gave me a nice smile, or so I thought. For the 10 minutes the train took to get to my station he kept that smile, kept the gaze on me and kept moving his legs towards me. After a while that smile didn't look so nice, it sorta reminded me of a pedofiles smile in a movie I saw.
I figured my colleagues were late and went to change money (so I'd have coins for the automats at work) and started my long hideous walk. It took me 10 minutes, because I had such a good rythm. I arrived 30 minutes to early so I got changed and sat in the smokers lounge waiting for my coworkers and for time to pass. No coworkers arrived. I was a bit pissed. Why did they have to be sick both of them on the same day. I went to punch in and start work when Mayra arrived.
The first thing we find out is that the machines are down. And that 2 of the team ahead of us are working late, it ended up being 3, working in on our shift. One of them was a guy named Mario who'd had training at the same time as I did and we'd innocently talked about girlfriends, boyfriends and things like that. Little did I know where his intentions were going.
Mario and I stood talking almost instantly upon arrival, it's weird really because we didn't talk that much when we were training together, just a bit and already then it was obvious he was a horny fuck looking for a screw...
So upon arrival to work, we almost instantly started talking and almost instantly got into sex. It was first innocent and just filled with curious questions. When, where, who and things like that. Have you and how many....
I guess it took me as shock at first how openly he talked but then I realized hey he's a guy damnit.
Mayra was feeling ill, no she was having menstrual pain from hell and she was being such a bitch so when she said she'd be going home I said good riddens, no I didn't but I was a bit pleased because she was bugging the hell out of us.
After she left it was easier for me and Mario to talk, considering no one was hovering around me looking for sympathy, so we got into all sorts of weird questions. He'd been working his 8 hours already and were working the 8 hours I was so I'll give him some credit for being so tired and that's where the weird questions came from but only some.
He asked me to give him a handjob, at work. It was hylerious just being asked but it sparked up alot of stupid feelings. I started thinking about Dong, and what he was doing and how I missed him because he was a sexual man but he never made me feel cheap. I also got guilty feelings for only talking about sex with another guy, which made me mad because I don't want to be that attached to Dong! and I was completely fine with us fucking others when I left him, so why is the thought so hard for em now? Then I get pissed at Mario, because just because I talk sex with someone doesn't instantly mean I wanna fuck them and he was assuming that. He was a bit annoyed that he was living at home with his parents so he couldn't drag me home after work. Humph like I woulda, and when I said I wouldn't he thought I was scared but I just didn't want to blurt out to him that he wsan't all that attractive. It was nice feeling wanted though.
When we quit I got a ride home from one of the other workers there, and I only accepted because he was married, well turns out his marriage is on hte rocks and he was giving me the eye. Gah. I'm going crazy. I hate it being nice because people always assume so I start understanding why I've been a bitch all my life!
Side note. Now I'm horny and I hate Mario for that because I found out I'm pretty simple after all. If I want a guy and if he wants me I'll do him no questions about it. Just look at Dong, and then there's this one guy at work if he asked me to do him then and there with audience I would. Yummie! But if I don't want someone, and I've acctually found this even consists the people I find attractive but just don't wanna fuck, I just wont damnit. No matter how horny I am. But I never tell them. I always push the subject to new levels and never really make them realize they're doomed until they get tired of the games. The only person who's been able to sidestep this mess is Christian and we all know what a msitake that was...