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Goshh...You know, life isn't as bad as we think it is. I mean I know that a lot of the time we all think we have a terrible life but when you sit back and think about it...life really isn't all that bad. As long as you have your few friends that truly care about you and a family that truly loves you...you really honestly don't need much more to be happy. I mean sure it would be great to be popular and have millions of friends to call and hangout with but really having the few great friends that I have, I am happy. I don't ever have to worry about them talking about me or going behind my back or deserting me because I know that they will always be there for me. I know they will always be there for me through the good times and the bad and I know that I will always be there for them no matter what the circumstances...And another thing I have realized is that I don't need a man in my life to be happy. I mean sure it would be nice but does my life need to revolve around a guy??...No, my life should depend on me and my decisions and not on whether I have a boyfriend or not. And when the time comes, I know that I will meet someone and fall in love because I think that I deserve somebody. Somebody nice, smart, funny, very funny, fun, exciting, cute, good choice in music, likes to dance, wants to do something with there life and does not need drugs and achohol to have fun...Now this might seem hard to find but what more can a girl want?? Seriously, I want the perfect guy for me and I have to wait until I am 60, then I will just have to wait. There is no way in hell that I am going to waste my time on a guy who isn't perfect for me. Yes, I know I am picky but I really am truly looking for love. Someone who will care about me and love me forever and ever. And about clothes right now...I don't even care. If I wear something that is in style its because I like and not because everyone else is wearing it. I mean one day I can be in a colorful mood, so I wqear bright colors and the next day I am in a dark mood so I wear my converse and black...So what if I don't exactly fit under one catagory in one week?? That doesn't make me a poser...it makes me a Nicole...I wear what I like and nobody is going to tell me I can't wear something because personally, I think its stupid and pointless...If I like it, I am going to wear it regardless if its punk, preppy or just scrubby...And if you are going to judge me for it...go ahead because honestly I could careless because I finally have realized that I am happy with who I am and that you can't hate me or love me and it deosn't matter because I have people who will love me forever, regardless what I wear or what I say because they are my true freinds who will be there forever......
You know, I used to get upset over this but now I have realized that my life isn't that bad after all and I have a lot of great things that I looked over before. But now I understand and am happy with myself and my life...
You know, I used to get upset over this but now I have realized that my life isn't that bad after all and I have a lot of great things that I looked over before. But now I understand and am happy with myself and my life...