none of you understand how i feel.
none of you will... until you experience it.
it's one of the most scariest things to ever happen to someone.
you can't do anything about it.
this has caused so much despondence, aggrieve, and stress....
once again something happens horrible in the month of APRIL..
in the end, i'm so thankful i'm alive and heathy.. as well as my best friend. just thinking about it brings me to tears. i will never look at him the same way. i'm so lucky and glad your here with me <3.
i love you all <3
goodbye to this journal... add my new one.
___brittany___