its my journal, and i'll cry if i want too..

[xonexlastxkissx]

i'm not gonna lie to ya, i'm miserable. everyday i feel like this. during the day i'm fine, having fun, whatever.

at night, i'm lonely. feel so worthless. i'm such a loser.

valentines day is monday. i have no valentine this year for the first time.

i hate almost everything about my life.

i hate girls, they are the reason for my life being such a hassle.

i hate being a girl.

i hate being me.

i'm so ready to give up.