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So, alas, I am here. Through thick and thin you find who truly loves you, and appreciates you, and I have come to realize that those who are beside me in my life are not there because I NEED them, but because I CHOOSE them. While that may seem harsh, let me explain. A need of a person is an addiction, a dependence, and both words carry negative connotations with them, therefore need of someone isn't really going to work. It's going to make a person less independent, and less self sufficient, and hell, if as people, we were supposed to need specific others in our lives, wouldn't it be safe to assume we would then be born as part of a litter so to speak? Or maybe just more conjoined twins. However, as you being my choice of comrads for this life, it shows I want you here. And if you are important enough for me to want, then I'm going to hang onto you like a sonofabitch, and keep you by any means. I truly hope this makes sense, and I hope I can help some other people in seeing things in their own lives, because I'm quite positive that this does not only pertain to me. The ones you choose should be the ones you trust, the ones you love, and would do anything for. The ones you need, are the ones who most likely in the end will hurt you.

I choose you.

And in other news, tomato is a full day. School, at lunch I shall be absent, for me and the boy are taking my prom dress in to get altered, and promptly at 3 PM, I am to show up at Hollywood Video for my job interview(let's hope I get it), some time after that, I am supposed to go to the MO show in NOHO. Jesus, that was insane rhyming. Then back to tha MP for my boy. I shall sleep in a great amount on Saturday. Hmm....sleep seems to be a great idea now. Goodnight.