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I havent updated in a while and I feel I need to. So I have a 10 o'clock curfew now and its all my fault. I hate it, really I do. I can't wait until I turn 18 so I can move out. I hate living here, its so depressing because there isnt anything to do anywhere. I dont know whats wrong with me but nothing is helping, not even all the pills I take every day and every night. They make shit worse and its driving me crazy. I dont know what to do and Im scared. Im scared of what I could do and what I want to do. Someone please help me.