May 09, 2004 11:24
x SwtCtstrph x: but seriously hasnt doing weed become normalized these days
StarKGreenEyes30: it really has, people talk about it in calss
StarKGreenEyes30: in bio and in spanish
StarKGreenEyes30: i hear it almost everyday
x SwtCtstrph x: i know. and people carry it around in school like its a fucking pencil
StarKGreenEyes30: everyday at lunch with katie and austen
x SwtCtstrph x: i know mann
StarKGreenEyes30: yeah its ridiculous
x SwtCtstrph x: and everything has a reference to weed. like if someone says grass people like laugh
StarKGreenEyes30: i hatte that
StarKGreenEyes30: its so immature too
x SwtCtstrph x: i know. its like people think they are cool because they do it
x SwtCtstrph x: and thats how it comes across these days with some people
x SwtCtstrph x: there are fucking 6th graders who have smoked weed before, thats how pathetic it is
StarKGreenEyes30: yeah or like they want to be cool so they talk abou tit
StarKGreenEyes30: one time at lunchi was sitting with AjBuce and some other people and the WHOLE fucking time i was there all they talked about was week
StarKGreenEyes30: **weed
x SwtCtstrph x: thats horrible
StarKGreenEyes30: and hoe they made these cool bongs
x SwtCtstrph x: ew
StarKGreenEyes30: like one girl....a freshman was liek yeah i made on out of a barbie head
StarKGreenEyes30: and lauren was like WOW nice life, you should be very proud of that
x SwtCtstrph x: hahah seriously
x SwtCtstrph x: and it makes me proud to be able to say i have never smoked anything.some people who smoke are like 'wow thats awesome, i really wish i could say that' and im like yea as do i
StarKGreenEyes30: i know, same here yo
I duno what made us have this convo, but i think it was good. like i really honestly want people to know how i feel about weed. i want to say this right off the bat, if i know you and you do weed i DO NOT think you are a horrible person, i love you still more than anything, but you have to understand that its just a disappointment seeing someone you love doing something like that. because i honestly do hate seeing people i care about doing stuff like that and i only care because i care about you guys as a whole. dont think that i have hate for what you do, its what you want to do and i repsect that but it also hurts me because...i duno its hard to explain i guess.
i got into a fight with someone because he thought i was mad that eh was smoking, when i honestly wasnt, i was disappointed because he means alot to me and it hurt me to see him smoking. its what he wants to do and i completely respect that, but he doesnt understand how much i care about him and that the only reason why im disappointed and care so much.
<3 i love you all regardless of what you do, drugs or not, i like you for who you are, i look at the person inside, not just the outside.