Jul 07, 2009 00:57
oh god.
i'm definitely emotionally exhausted
wanna know why?
well i was ranting to my mom about the whole panic fiasco and how people were being mean to ryan and jon and wishing them death and i was also complaining about my whole day. this is basically what i said
"This day sucks! First I had to wake up at a decent hour to go to work, THEN I got sent home from work because I was sick, THEN my favorite band in the whole world, my effing heroes, man, split, but Bren and Spence are still gonna be in it, but RYAN, MY RYAN, is leaving, mother! And Jon too, BUT RYAN. THEN I went on Twitter to see that people were being mean to Jon and Ryan, THEN someone made up a rumor about Ryan effing DIEING, and then to top it all off, I JUST GOT A FREAKING PAPER CUT!!!!!!!!!!!"
this was all set off by a paper cut.
lmao.
i'm better now.
i went from devestated to angry to content.
we'll have old Panic with Bren and Spence and then a more Pretty. Odd. sound from Ryan and Jon. I can live with this.
anyway, i think i should probably go to bed soon. i really am exhausted.
i hope i'll wake up and it'll all be one big terrible nightmare.