you love and understand
the trials and tribulations i face day to day are easy compared to dealing with emotions i think. shit, i can be mad and upset and all that and i can be happy but fuck dealing with being sad sucks! i find it is easier to forgive people for things then it is to deal with guys. i mean hell getting over a relationship is fucking tough i'd rather cut off a toe or a finger. damn, but i couldn't ask for anything better then what i experience everyday. its hard but fuck i deal with it and i can actually say i deal with it. i fucking stare it down and deal with it. six months ago i would have said fuck it and just walked away. but i don't walk away from hardly anything. i know when and where i should choose my battles but i've discovered that i'm a tough son of a bitch. :) sorta speak, anyway i couldn't ask for a better group of friends and people who i surround myself with. thats all i can say right now and i am grateful for everyone of you, and you know who you are... hah actually everyone i'm talking about i doubt has a livejournal so hah i'm talkin to myself needless to say!