pretty yellow marker :-p

[xoncemore]

i just got back from babysitting a lil bit ago it went well i guess im just sittin here listening to music and thinking yet again. man i only write in this peice of shit journal when im mad, or sad, or bored. i dont know why i even have it ... but hey the bad times are always going to be there but thats what get's us from one great memory to the next...i dont remember where i heard that but i like it. anyway i dont want to talk bout my thoughts really cause they are not so nice and i hate that so ill write/type all the positive things in my life. and probly my negative things as well

~list~
"+" = positive things "-" = negative things

+ my friend, like Lauren, i love her
- my "friend's" dont act lik such great friends i mean we chill but theres something missing lik we dont talk like we used to :'(
+ my family, my mom is great i love her
- my family, i live in freaking Virginia Beach and they obviously don't live here too which sux so bad, i cry randomly about it.
+ Braulio!!
- Justin ignored me all day the other day at the beach...Best Buds?
+ music, gets me by everyday
- i freaking lost all my cds so i have to download all of it over again
+ Pacio, he's a cool guy
- Pacio, he is goin away for college the day after my birthday...thats soon :'(
+ Anthony asked me out on the 5th and i have been way happier ever since then
- i see Anthony like every 4 days
+ im gettin ride of my dogs..sad that thats a positive thing
- Cody to :(
+ God, he helps alot
- someone im trying to introduce to God really bad isn't interested...at all :(
+ Craig is happy in Germany :)
- Craig is happy in !GERMANY! :( ....hes not here
+ an old friend and I are comunicating which is cool i hope
- im scared to get to "involved"
+ I HUNG OUT WIHT KALI TUESDAY :-P
- Kali and i havent chilled much this summer

To Be Continued....

CrAsH & bUrN