Oct 27, 2004 22:12
Nowadays there's no honor, only drama.
Your friend today can be your enemy tomorrow....
wow so much shit happend this week at school ... i cant even believe this shit.. the person who i was fighting with we are fine we are in school friends whatever were cool we dont hate each other but we arent bestfriends... it sucks it has to be like this but what can you do... now it had NOTHING to do with ANYONE else.. so now that someone got involved im done... i cant believe you did that... why didnt you just stay out of it.. and then everything would be back to normal but nope why would anyone want that?! i can seriously say i HATE school.. and i wish my mom wouldve been able to transfer me the first time this happened.. the one thing i didnt want was to have a bad senior year and this is the WORST year of my life... i would do anything to get outta that school and get away from some of the people who are there.. i hate waking up in the morning to go there i hate getting ready to go there i just hate it soo much... but then there are some people who are soo nice and i dont kno what i would do with out you... thanks to the FEW of you...
u were my bestfriend since 2nd grade now its gonna be like this and the whole time i just didnt want things to get messed up between me n u we already went threw enough shit so i was doing everything i could to not fight and be cool with you i mean ur such a sweet girl u have it all... ur pretty ur nice ur funni ur smart and u were my bestfriend and now it is nothing and it will never be anything and thats not because of what i want its because we dont know how to be friends to each other... and thats fucked up ive known you FOREVER it feels like... i guess the only thing i can say is this is shitty...
on the good stuff... my boss is gone allllll week and i love it sooo much my work is soo nice all the parents are happy all the kids are happy and all the staff is getting along... i wish she could stay gone forever!!
well monday i had a soccer game we played vardar and i think my team did sooo good we tied 0-0 but it was a good game it was real intense! :) good job ladies.. im seriously gonna miss you girls soo much next year!!
tue i worked and i went to the police station with my mom and did some paper work then i went to sandras and she did my hair... SANDRA YOU DID A GREAT JOB!! i <3 going to sandras salon!! its sooo sweet!!
then 2day i went to work, target, the mall, dicks, sports authority, coldstone and hung out with brandon for a bit then i came home and hung out with my mommy! :)
2mrrow is my halloween party at my work! i got my stuff 2day im being dora the explorer
well hopefully 2mrrow will be an okay day at school i seriously cant take it any more this is killing me i wish you would see how much u meant to me...
its not even that i dont want to be friends with you because i do i do with all my heart but i cant because you tear me apart... friends can do the same thing to you that a boyfriend can do.. and it fuckin sucks u really did mean so much to me u were like a sister and now its all drama... :(
well im gonna go good nite